Ocean Avenue / Yellowcard

Ms Winnie said my website mockup was too generic. (W:"Generic. Do you understand what is Generic?") And this was after I spent the better half of this morning, awake slaving away at the desktop. Lol...She's always treating me like I'm the dumbest person in the class. Ha ha ha

Untitled / Simple Plan

This morning while I was in the train seated and reading a book, a woman with long jet black hair sat next to me. She sat at the edge of her seat and started tossing her hair back. Then some of her locks hit my face and startled me.

I didn't know whether to burst out laughing or scowl.

So I rolled my eyes.

Right to be wrong / Joss Stone

We were having dinner, just the 3 of us.

I hardly know them but I was eager to get to know them better. There we were, Eunice (Ong), Valerie and I silently eating our meals. The silence was unbearable. It was awkward.

Why is it so hard for me to talk to new friends? It happens all the time. Wish I could be more friendly...

And the mee pok noodle was as usual, bland. Just like the atmosphere, lol...

I feel so lazy. So much more to learn about drawing. So much more to improve. Deadlines to chase. And all I want to do is sleep...

Behind These Hazel Eyes / Kelly Clarkson

Youth

The neighbourhood barber who had cut my hair several times before this, asked me. "Are you in primary school? Oops...my mistake..."

That's alright I thought...just a slip of tongue

What he meant to ask was, "Are you in secondary school?"

My jaw nearly dropped...

"I'm a poly student."

Wow I'm so flattered! Many people have commented to me lately that I look younger than my age. Maybe due to the fact that I still think like a teenager, lmao.

Shan Shan and Wenping said that I look better if I cut my hair.

Eunice and Dorothy pointed out to me that I had maggi hair.

Yong An chided, "Long hair, long hair - must cut."

Okay, I get the hint. I'm going to the barber tomorrow...

Happy Birthday to Ridz.

I had a round of applause from my classmates when I gave my presentation for Creative Process class. They really liked the cartoon theme songs that I played for them. I didn't expect such a response from them but I'm glad that they enjoyed themselves.

I think I will blog on...

That Girl / McFly

I don't know...

what to write anymore. Before dmd0406, I didn't have a blog. Now that I'm in a different class, I wonder if I should persist on blogging. On some level, it seems like I've lost my zeal for posting entries.

What do you think I should do?

Security / Stacie Orrico

Comfort Zone

I've never been totally at ease when meeting new acquaintances. I just hate the idea of change especially when I've worked hard to get a stable lifestyle.

Becker (sitcom on Starworld) once quoted that his routine is a labour of finding the essential habits that streamlines his productivity. In other words, he leads a lifestyle of comfort; knowing that he can rely on certain things to be in conditional order daily.

I'm a Becker. I just hate it when I have to get my ass off the comfort zone.

But I realise that being in an industry which is prone to variations, I have to accept change readily. It is the challenge that I have (whether I knew it before) taken when I decided to be a DMD student and in the future, a graduate and employee.

In My Dream / Greatest Hits of Korean Drama

Ahem, I guess I should defend myself after being accused of having an unhealthy obsession on dreams.

First, let's dissect the meaning of the word obsession.

Definition: An unreasonably strong and continuous interest in something, or worry about something, which stops you from thinking about anything else.

Okay lets analyze my situation. I have 3 posts about dreams. Will I have more in the future? Possibly. But currently, 3 posts can barely account for a page let alone an obsession. In other words it is uncommon. If we take into consideration the amount of volume in my two blogs and the hundred or so posts, you will obviously arrive at this conclusion.

So I'm not fixated on my dreams.

Now lets explore what obsession really is. For instance, lets have a situation where this girl has a crush on a Korean actor. So far we've established that she has a healthy admiration and idolisation of a celebrity. Nothing wrong with that.

Obsession is an extreme. She can be considered to be obsessed if she crosses the line by having numerous fantasies of marrying him, for example. OR if she waxes lyrical about this Korean actor to ALL her friends. She's not thinking about anything else. Furthermore, it adheres to the condition of having an unreasonably strong and continuous interest in something.

Then she keeps gushing (but he's so handsome) and collects all his pictures in a special collection. Her whole lifestyle is accommodated to adapt to her fantasy.

Stop! I guess you get the picture.

Thanks for reading.

Heartbreak Hotel / Elvis Presley

Web Designs Class

I thought it was splendid.

-The End-
lol....what? I don't know what else to write about.
(its about another boring dream...)
I had another dream today and I still remember it quite well. I was dreaming that I was idling at home when I looked at the clock and realised that I was 1 1/2 hours late for my examinations(???). Then I started screaming at my mother, "Why didn't you tell me I was late!" Later we started arguing. Do you know why I dreamt this?

I had tried to sneak in a nap after waking up early for class this morning. However I was worried that I might wake up late. So every 5 mins I opened my eyes and look at my handphone to see how much time I had left until I fell unconscious. In other words my anxieties spilled into my subconscious mind. Neat huh? Maybe I can use this to control the content of my dreams....cool!