I'm not afraid of being lonely
But being alone.
There is a difference.
When I'm alone
My thoughts are all over the place.
Thinking of people that I love
And how one day they will dissapear
One by one.
And that frightens me -
To death.

It's silly I know.

They can't be replaced.
Sure, I will meet new people.
But I can't let go of the memories.
I can't forget when they are gone.
They are a part of me.

Especially people that I love.
More important than status, wealth
life or health

Would I give up everything to protect them?
I don't know,
I dont know - whether I will be strong enough.
But I know I must when I have to.

Because when I'm alone, my thoughts scare me.